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Post by Durr Its Lizzz on Jun 28, 2006 22:33:29 GMT -5
i love it, yes i do! post more. please [:
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Post by [.j.a.i.m.i.e.] on Jun 29, 2006 10:26:34 GMT -5
ooohh no...this is crazy! i can't wait. i have no life and i NEED this story lol post more soon
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Post by smile♥ on Jun 29, 2006 14:24:03 GMT -5
I sat straight up in bed like in a movie where the character has a bad dream and they wake up in a sweat and sit straight up as if someone lit the whole upper half of their body on fire. Yeah, it was like that.
They quickly got quiet and left, all except for Jaimie, that is. She came closer and sat on the edge of the bed. "So whats going on in here?"
"Nothing. We just came back from the hospital and we slept." I told her.
"Why were you in the hospital?"
"OH! Lea had the baby. It's a girl!" I said and held my arms up like a cheerleader. It looked rather goofy.
"Oh wow!" She said. "What did they name it?"
"Maydin Cade?" I had never heard of it before, so it was still kind of strange to me. "Lea came up with it."
"It's cool, though. It's very different," I nodded as Teddy began to wake up and rolled onto his stomach to rub his face in his pillow.
"Wakey wakey, sleepy," I said to him and pushed him into the wall.
"Ow!" He sat up and glared at me. "What was that for?"
"I just felt like it since you kicked me all night."
"I didn't kick you." He said as his eyes came into focus and he noticed Jaimie sitting on the bed with us. His eyes got wide in surprise. "Oh.. hey. What are you doing here?"
"Well, I do live here, Tedster!" She laughed. "Plus you guys drew quite the crowd this morning."
"What? What do you mean?" He asked with a paranoid tone to his voice. "Is Josh going to find out? Because if he does, he'll hurt me. I don't want to be hurt. This face is what makes the money!"
"Hon," I began. "You haven't gone on a national tour in a couple years. I think you'll have plenty of time to heal."
He plopped back onto the pillow dramatically and Jaimie and I both laughed. "Maybe you should leave," Jaimie said. "You know... just in case?"
He nodded and searched for his shoes and cell phone before quietly leaving the dorm.
"What went on in here last night?" Jaimie asked me after she made sure he was gone.
I shrugged. "You remember what happened in New York." She nodded.
"Oh!" She was a little surprised. "You guys... are.. quiet."
I laughed and hit her playfully with the pillow, causing her to retaliate by grabbing a shirt and flinging it in my direction. That wasn't my shirt. I looked at the royal blue shirt that had Faction printed across it. That meant Teddy was wearing one of my shirts.
I looked out the window and noticed he was wearing one of my old shirt from High School. I just hoped Josh wouldn't notice.
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"Guess who?" Josh said as he put his hands over my eyes as I sat in the field just outside my window with Maydin and Jaimie. Lea had class, so I was being the generous person I am and watching her.
"Bill Clinton?"
"Nope.. guess again!"
"Well.. how about King Henry the fourth?"
"NO!" He laughed and uncovered my eyes.
"I knew it was you the whole time," I smiled as he kissed me.
"So who is this little critter?" He said in a fake redneck voice.
"Critter? Does it look as though she has fur like some common raccoon?" I said and rolled my eyes. "She is no critter, she's my neice."
"OH! Well, excuse me!" He laughed. "What's her name?"
"Maydin Cade," I said proudly and held her sleepy body up.
"Well that sure is the weirdest name I've probably ever heard." He said. "Lea is so weird."
"Hey! That's my sister and neice you're talking about!"
"I know... I'm sorry." He said and gave me another kiss. I felt guilty. "So what else has happened since I've been gone."
Oh, I just happened to sleep with your best friend, who also happens to be my best friend and the one I'm really in love with. "Just this." I lied and smiled at him. "You want to see the pictures?"
"There's not any, like, minor porn in here is there?" He asked. "Because me and some guys in high school had this rule that we weren't allowed to watch porn until after eight o' clock."
I gave him an odd look. "No there's not any porn." I handed him the envelope that contained the pictures.
"Jaimie didn't go?"
"No. He called at like two in the morning and she was asleep." I told him.
"Oh. Well then why it Ted there?"
"We both fell asleep watching either ghost stories or Star Wars.. its still up for debate." I lied once again.
"Oh." He sounded disappointed.
"I missed you." I lied again.
"I missed you too." He smiled.
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Post by [.j.a.i.m.i.e.] on Jun 29, 2006 18:37:18 GMT -5
oooh goodness. she'll choose teddy over josh....or at least i hope so. so fave part this time was... "Is Josh going to find out? Because if he does, he'll hurt me. I don't want to be hurt. This face is what makes the money!" lmao too good can't wait for more!
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Post by ohhh ashley on Jun 29, 2006 18:50:44 GMT -5
Your a genious. I swear.
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Post by smile♥ on Jun 29, 2006 20:44:46 GMT -5
^thanks guys.. i should get some more up here a little later.. i'm going to work on it right now... does anybody know what happened to teddygeigerfans.com?? its not working for me when i go there for some reason...
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Post by [.j.a.i.m.i.e.] on Jun 29, 2006 20:46:46 GMT -5
i know! i was one Audra's myspace though and one comment said something about it being deleted...i really hope that's not true!
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Post by smile♥ on Jun 29, 2006 20:51:17 GMT -5
yeah.. i had the hardest time trying to figure out how to get to this board... lol. first i tried to type it in thinking i could remember it, but that didn't work so i googled it.. and so then i was like DUH JAMIE! just go to your computer's history! LOL
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Post by crazy4teddy15 on Jun 29, 2006 22:12:22 GMT -5
haha i actually did the exact same thing^^...can't wait for more!!
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Post by smile♥ on Jun 29, 2006 22:59:41 GMT -5
Sometimes I just want to get rid of all my secrets, no matter how bad they'll hurt someone. I would never stand for keeping so much inside. I would never stand for cheating on someone. I would never stand for any of it.
I threw on a black and white baseball shirt from probably eight years ago that said 'Lethal Weapon' across the front with my name and the number 12 on the back. I pulled a pair of jeans up my legs and put on a pair of converse.
"Tay," Jaimie said as she stuck her head in my door. "I think Josh is here."
I nodded quietly and made my way to the door with my messenger bag. He smiled at me and I tried to return it, but I could tell my attempt just wasn't working.
It had been a few weeks since everything had happened and I felt like everything was about to go nuts. It isn't good for anyone to keep secrets.
We walked silently to my class, and I stared at my shoes for most of the time.
"Is something wrong?" He sounded worried about me. I felt bad and I didn't want to hurt him, but I couldn't keep it in much longer.
I smiled at him. "I just didn't get much sleep last night." I lied.
"Well don't fall asleep in class." He smiled that big smile and I felt even worse. He was always so happy and I hated to e the one to hurt him. His phone began ringing and we quickly said goodbye and I turned around slowly to walk into the building.
"Hey you!" I heard him say and I became curious, but kept walking.
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"What's wrong with you?" Ashley asked as I plopped down dramatically in my seat.
I looked at her. "I wouldn't expect you to understand."
"Oh come on, I understand everything. It's a relationship thing, right?"
I eyed her curiously.
"Do you think Josh is cheating?"
I kept looking at her and then shook my head. "It's not any of your business."
"Josh is a hot guy," Ashley commented. "There's no way he's staying tied down to just you."
I glared at her before returning to my notes.
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I walked up to Josh as he sat outside on a bench talking on his phone. I walked up quietly to listen.
"Yeah that was fun," He said with a hint of flirty-ness. "We could do it again some time?"
I put my hands over his eyes. "Guess who?"
"I have to go." He said into his phone. "Buh-bye."
He turned around to face me and smiled. "Who were you talking to?"
"Oh, one of my friends from New York."
"I thought you went there for a funeral..." I trailed off and sat down next to him.
"I did." He told me. "I also ran into a friend while I was there and we hung out." He looked over my shoudler and I knew he was lying.
"I'm not feeling really well," I told him, which was true, I was really tired, and I was starting to feel irritable, and a little nauseated, which was probably due to not having anything to eat since lunch yesterday.
"I'll take care of you," He said and stood up.
"That's really sweet of you," I began, "But when I'm sick, I kind of like to be left alone unless I ask someone to come in the room. I mean, it's nice for you to check in on me every now and then, but I like for people to just let me sleep it off."
His smiled faded a little bit. "I'll hang out in the living room. Watch some tv... and I'll make sure you don't need anything every now and then, ok?"
I nodded reluctantly as we walked silently back to my suite.
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I put a mixed cd with tons of different country songs on it into my cd player and turned the volume to a low setting so it sounded very relaxing. I don't know why, but country music always put me to sleep.
I fell asleep somewhere in between Garth Brooks singing something about unanswered prayers and The Kinleys asking please.
A little while later, I knew no one had been in to check on me because Jaimie had two classes back-to-back and Ashley was hanging out with the reject cheerleader posse.
I stood up slowly to make me a peanutbutter sandwhich and get something to drink. I heard some giggling in the living room, which I was almost positive belonged to Kristen.
I rounded the corner and saw Josh and Kristen sharing the couch and laughing at something on tv. I gave him a look of disappointment for not coming to check on me as I proceeded to fix my sandwhich and return to my room where I ate it and basked in my solitude.
I fell back to sleep for an undetermined amount of time until Kristen came into my room to wake me. "Tay?" She said quietly. She was always so sweet to me, most people didn't talk to her much because she didn't talk too much, but she was really sweet.
I rolled over and faced her. "Hmm?"
"Josh just left." She told me. "He told me that he sort of suspects that something happened... like, between you and Ted."
I rolled my eyes. "Tell me something I don't know..."
"I told him I didn't know of anything, and he's planning on talking to Teddy about it." I sat up straight.
"Teddy's going to get hurt." I said. "He can't lie. Josh is like super territorial, like a bear or something, and when he realizes Teddy's lying to him, he's going to get hurt."
I stood up and began looking around for my shoes. I was cold, so I threw on a hoodie and then left my room, despite Kristen's protest.
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I knocked on the door and Josh answered. The sound of Teddy's guitar could be heard coming from somewhere inside the dorm. Josh looked a little upset.
"Hey.." I said quietly. Teddy and Josh's dorm room wasn't quite a suite like mine, but it was more like half the size of that. They had seperate rooms and a shared bathroom and a kitchen and a small living space with two upholstered chairs surrounding a small table. "I need to use your bathroom really quick.. I'll be right back."
I stood in the bathroom looking in the mirror at myself. I tucked my hair behind my ears and just stared for a minute. I didn't really know what I was looking at, but I just kept looking.
I heard Josh's voice say something in a slightly elevated tone, and I flushed the toilet to make it look like I was really using it and headed back into the living room.
"So you swear you're not lying to me?" I heard Josh ask. Oh no. He sounded like he was standing over Teddy. I hoped his guitar was put away, or else it would get damaged.
"Man, I don't know what you're talking about." He lied and held his hands up. "I'm not like that. We slept together, but that was like New Years."
Oh no, now he's going to find out. "So how do I know you two haven't done it again?" Teddy didn't say anything. Oh no, here it comes. "You son of a..." I could actually hear him pull his arm back and take a swing at Ted. I heard it again and again and again.
I walked out into the room and jumped on top of Josh. "Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!"
He flung me off and I hit the opposing chair with my back. Teddy wasn't fighting back and I was convinced he wasn't concious.
"Like you weren't cheating on her?" I heard Teddy force out. "I saw you with Kristen!"
"I never cheated on her." He said. "I was just talking to her about this."
I began crying as Josh hit him once again. I pulled out my phone and began calling 911. I knew we'd need an ambulance. I hung up, deciding it would be a bad idea for the college to get that kind of publicity.
Josh left the room and I helped Teddy up, who probably wasn't able to see out of at least one of his eyes and exited the dorm. I practically carried his thin frame to my car, where I layed him down in the floorboard in the back so he wouldn't fall into the floor from the seat.
This was the second time he had to be rushed to the hospital. It seemed like he had just gotten over the injuries from the last time, and now he was going back.
I felt so bad for him. How had my life all of a sudden became such a dramatic television show?
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Post by Carie on Jun 29, 2006 23:49:44 GMT -5
OMG!!! i dont like Josh!!!!!!!!!! i hope Teddy's is ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by [.j.a.i.m.i.e.] on Jun 30, 2006 9:11:30 GMT -5
GASP! stupid josh and all his stupid-ness what a jerk i hope teddy's ok!
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Post by crazy4teddy15 on Jun 30, 2006 9:16:47 GMT -5
ahhh!!! josh is so mean!! i hope teddy is ok...
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Post by live.love.laugh on Jun 30, 2006 11:55:22 GMT -5
this is so awesome!!! i love it! ur are like the best writer ever!! more please!!
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Post by smile♥ on Jun 30, 2006 23:18:10 GMT -5
Josh didn't even go to the hospital, but he was arrested on assault charges, though, and he deserved it.
I didn't think I could ever look Teddy in the face again. I don't know why, but it felt awkward for me. I felt like it was my fault that he had been injured twice, and I felt like running away so I would never have to look at him and remember what I had caused.
"Tay.." He mumbled through a scratchy throat. I saw a small smile surface on his face before he winced with pain. He had bruises everywhere. I stood and walked to the side of the bed immediately. "Don't leave me alone here. Don't leave my side." He started crying. "It hurts so bad. I'm such an idiot. If I had never..." I wiped his cheek as gently as I could, but he still winced. "Neither of us would be in this mess."
I looked at him and ran my hand through his hair and he closed his eyes. "Just go to sleep. It will all be ok." I told him and he gave me another small smile before reaching for my hand and holding it.
A nurse walked in and looked at me. "Didn't you say your back was hurting also?"
I shook my head. I had forgotten about it until now. "I'm fine, really. I'll be ok."
"We really should look at it." She insisted. "If something is wrong, then we could possibly get sued or something for letting it get by us, ok?"
I nodded. "I'll be right back," he squeezed my hand before I let go and I followed her out of the room to another one.
"Ok, so I'm going to need you to put this gown on and I'll be back in about ten minutes after I give this guy his placebo," She smiled at me and sighed. I could tell she'd had quite a few rough days here. I nodded as she closed the door and I changed quickly before hopping up on the little bed they had set up and crossing my ankles and interlocking my hands in my lap.
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"It looks like all that is wrong is just a major bruise," She said, "But the doctor may want to do an x-ray just to be on the safe side. I'm going to go get him to look at you and sign you out, ok?" I nodded as I noticed my back starting to feel a little sore.
She returned a few seconds later with a tall, dark-haired doctor following her. He looked at the bruise on my back. "So what exactly happened."
"I was trying to stop my ex from beating up my best friend.. you know, the guy with all the bruises on his face in room four?"
"Oh ok." He said and wrote something down. "And what did you hit?"
"The corner of a chair..." I trailed off and looked at the floor tiles.
"I would say you're going to be fine." He said. "I can give you something for pain now and then when it wears off, which will probably be six to eight hours from now, you can take something like Tylenol, the extra strength kind, especially with a bruise as big as this, and you'll be fine," He told me. "But if it last more than a few days, you need to come see me."
I nodded as he left the room and the nurse told me I could put my clothes back on while she went to get my pain killers. I wandered into Ted's room to find him sleeping peacefully, that is until I entered the room. He smiled like he knew who it was just by the sound of the door opening.
I smiled and pulled the most comfortable chair in the room as close to the bed as I could and rested my head on the edge while holding his hand, just like before.
The nurse came in with a flustered look on her face. "I figured this is where you'd gone off to." She smiled and handed me the medicine and told me she'd be back a little later to check on him.
I laid my head back down and trace little designs on the back of his hand as I drifted off to sleep.
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Three weeks later I had just turned in all of my final papers for my classes and was waiting to find out my scores. I sat on my bed playing around with my guitar. I sang a song I hadn't heard in a while by The Higher. "Two seperate points, oh I've made clear, You can cast ashore, I'll be praying for you.." I was unaware that I had been singing rather loud and had drawn an audience. "Oh my favorite part of getting asked a lot of questions is to have a real start on preparing yourself for something else.. What's inside? Discover what someone has to offer, when your worlds collide tonight."
I heard a couple small claps and I looked up to see Lea and Kristen in the doorway. Maydin was asleep on Lea's shoulder.
"That was good." Lea said and sat down next to me. "Best one yet, even though it's not yours."
I smiled. She wanted something, I could tell. "Can you watch Maydin for me while I have class?" I nodded and she said her thanks before leaving the room almost immediately. "OH! Her diaper bag is in the living room!"
I nodded and looked up a Kristen, who was still standing in the doorway. "I kind of wanted to talk to you about something." She said nervously. She walked and sat on my bed. "See, Josh and I have just started dating and everything and I know what he did to Teddy is, like, really bad, and I just wanted to know that it was ok from you.."
"I'm not mad that you're with him." I told her. "I could really care less, but he is territorial, so don't give him a reason to be jealous or he'll beat you and someone else up again."
I couldn't wait to get away from here. I was going to go far away so that I wouldn't ever have to deal with any of this.
I had made up my mind - as soon as I graduated college I was going to plunge myself into work so that I couldn't get close to anyone. I couldn't handle it anymore. I just couldn't. Everytime I got close to someone, something screwed it all up and I was tired of being the one who got screwed over... and over... and over.
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