I love you, most ardently.

[possibilities909]

Its my first one...so....please leave muchos comments and advice and tips too!






"Steph! Wake up! You are going to be late to school!"

Ugh, monday mornings are the worst! "Mom, I really dont feel good. I think i should stay home today..."

"Are you sure? Do I need to call into the school?"

"yeah, please mom." still sick from this weekend, but at least I get to stay home.

"Ok, well you get some rest and work on some school work."

"K mom, i promise" NOT TO.

"ok, well i am going to work then." and she shut my door.

So I watched Pride and Prejudice for the thousanth time, "i...i...i...i love you. most ardently" oh my god. i wish. I commented everyone's myspaces, drove over to blockbuster and got another movie, watched that, and still had time before school was over and i could call my friends.

So i decided to sit back and watch some music videos. Yo Momma was a rerun, so what other choice did i have? After 10 minutes i was ready to turn it off, i mean, how much rapping and strippers can you take?!

But, then, just as I was about to go watch pride and prejudice for the thousandth and ONE time, something that was actually good came on.

"wandering the streets in a world underneath it all..." wow. well, i'd listen just a little more, after all, what else do i have to do?

So I looked the guy up...Teddy Geiger. Only a guy that HOT could pull off being named after a bear. Haha i make myself laugh. But he really was good. He had meaningful songs, good lyrics, good looks -- he was going somewhere.

I stayed home for a couple more days, too scared i would puke in one in my classes. During these days, i learned that Teddy....well Teddy is like a contagious disease. Once you hear him, you're infected, and its practically incurable and fatal.

I got geigeritis. I got it bad. I went on his fansites, official page, myspace, message boards...etc. I found out a lot about him too -- what inspires him, what his favorite food is, you know, the important stuff.


I was starting to think i was falling for a guy I've never actually met...

[Kaylie♥++]

ahah i love ittt! moree

[possibilities909]

thanks! ill try to put some more up tomorrow...

[livelife]

aw this is so good, and your first one its awesome and cute i loved it more pelase?

[alyssa duhhh]

Teddy is like a contagious disease. Once you hear him, you're infected, and its practically incurable and fatal
that....that's true.

dshfajksd MORE!
yeeeeey!

[smile♥]

hAHA Geigeritis... Inflammation of the Geiger...
LOL
Funny stuff!
I like it!
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[possibilities909]

So, I was finally able to go back to school and do tons of make-up work I was totally NOT excited about. But, I did get to see my friends which I actually was excited about.

I had to tell them about Teddy; but Brittney was the only one who had even ever heard of him. Everyone else, including my BEST friend Kaitlyn thought I was a freak.

Time flew by, 1 month, 2 months, 3 months, 4 months and then summer vacation. I was disappointed Teddy’s tour was almost over, and he never came anywhere near here! Dang. But, being the hopeful and sadly optimistic person I am, had to torture myself one more time to see if Ted had put up any tour dates anywhere close, maybe we could drive pretty far since it was summer.

Oh my god!!! He was coming a few days after school started. I had to tell Brittney

“Guess what? Teddys gonna have a show like 3 hours away in a few weeks. Lets go! We can stay the night and then drive back the next day on Saturday. It’ll be perfect.”

“Who?” Like she didn’t know. Teddy wasn’t exactly popular here, so she pretended she didn’t like him. Me? I didn’t care. I was a fanatic. “Teddy GAYger?” I hated it when people called him that.

“Not GAYger. GEIger.”

“I donno, Steph…”

“Come on! It’ll be fun I promise.”

“Well, ok, but you plan everything!” She smiled and I knew she was just as excited as I was, she didn’t want to admit it.

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Finally our senior year, our last in high school.

The concert was tomorrow, Friday, so I told Brittney how we were going to leave from school tomorrow, drive to our hotel, check in, walk over to the venue and then drive back on Saturday. She was fine with it, so we made the reservations.


We finally pulled out of the school parking lot as I put in my cd of all Ted’s unreleased song and we sang along to Walk On.

“Here we come Ted!!” we were way too excited.

Thank god we left in time, because just as we scooted in line and squeezed inside the doors for the meet & greet, they closed the doors and didn’t let anyone else in.

While we were waiting, I remembered this recent article I had read saying how if teddy wanted a girl’s number, he would go get it himself and we giggled at the thought of him asking us.

[livelife]

aw so cute more?

[smile♥]

Awww

[Carie]

aww thats cute

[Kourtni]

It's cute. More?

[possibilities909]

"um...hey. im Steph. Can you sign this for me?" i said as i shoved my cd towards him

Teddy just kept looking at me. was there something on my face?! omg i think im gonna die right here right now.

"um....yeah. yeah! of course, steph."

"th..thanks!"

" no problem." he looked right into my eyes. it may just be me but i sense a connection.

"thanks very much" i finally regained my confidence. thank god we were the last people in line cuz i wanted to talk for a while. " oh yeah, and this is Brittney" i said as i nudged her forward. she wasnt even talking. she just stared at me then back at teddy.

"hey, nice to meet you. can you sign mine too?"

"yeah sure" he signed hers.

Brittney leaned over to me and whispered "ill meet you outside k?" i nodded and she told teddy, "well, thanks a lot, ill see you outside Steph" she said with a can-i-be-any-more-obvious wink.

"k britt! so....teddy! im a really big fan. not a freak fan, just i really like your music, like i think its really good. i listen to it all the time. but i like a lot of other stuff too." i realized i was talking really fast and was totally rambling. Teddy probably really did think i was a freak.

"oh thanks a lot! i really work hard, but you know, it hard being away from all my friends back home"

"yeah i totally understand. i just moved here a couple years ago from new york. i didnt have any friends but it came eventually. i have the best friends now i could ever have"

"well, im over here on the coast a lot, maybe i could make a new friend."

i laughed "well i hope you mean me and not that girl over there!" i said half-jokingly as i pointed over to a group of insane girls trying to get past the guards yelling 'i love you teddy!! marry me! i wanna have your babies!'

He laughed too. I felt good that i had made Teddy laugh."yeah, well..."he made a funny face. "yeah i meant you."

I smiled really big "well, of course i'll be your friend teddy!"

"cool" he laughed. ive seen a lot of pictures of him and the only time ive ever seen him with such a big smile is when hes playing music.

His tour manager came out from behind somewhere "Hey, excuse me," he directed at me. He leaned down to teddy, but i could still hear what he said "lets go. we dont have time. we gotta set up"

Teddy looked up at me and said "oh, well i gotta go get ready for the show, but our next show actually got cancelled cuz of bad weather cuz it was outside so we're staying the night here. do you want to do something?"

AH! This is the best day ever! "Yea! where do you wanna go?"

"well, i cant exactly go outside with you. we could get attacked" he joked "so you could just come over and we can hang out"

"yeah sure! sounds really fun. where should i go? im staying just like down the street for the night."

"uh..."his manager came out again and gave him the look "just come over to my bus tomorrow morning at...10? i'll tell them im expecting a really pretty girl"

i blushed and laughed "ok. see ya!"

"bye" he said as i was practically escorted away from his table. i had to sneak one more look back at him - this was the best say i could imagine. he was still standing there watching me leave. could he be any sweeter?

[smile♥]

AWWWW
that's so cute!
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[annabelle]

so cute!!! Love it ^^

[possibilities909]

sorry its been awhile guys! sats lol




I woke up at 8:30, and straightened my hair. I took extra time doing my makeup- no messing up this time. time rolled around, and eventually it was about time that i walk over to teddy's bus.

*knock knock*

Some wierd guy answered the door, "hey, im stephanie..."

"hey steph!" Teddy said as i saw him poke his head around the guy who answered the door who had a look of incrudulty on his face.

"hey!" i giggled and blushed. I was practically shaking i was so nervous. but way more excited.

"come on in! heres the bus..." there wasnt much to see. it was pretty tricked out, but nothing amazing. very regular. like teddy.

"so, whats up with you? the concert was awsome by the way. you did really well."

"thanks! i try haha"

"you better!" i punched him playfully

"so what do you want to do?"

"i dont know! you invited me silly"

"right. well, how old are you?"

"im 17. and youre 18. knew that" i smiled. "so, pepsi or coke?"

"pepsi all the way. what is....your favorite color?"

"hmm....yellow. like sunflowers. what is your favorite thing to do?"

"play music of course"

"oh. well duh!"

"what do you like to do?"

"i like to hang out with my friends. were so crazy. you should meet them"

"id like to."

"cool"

"so, do you want to leave the bus?"

thank god! "yeah sure"

"have you had breakfast" i nodded no "cuz i saw this little restaurant a couple blocks away. wanna go get something to eat?"

"yeah sure! but do you think you can really go out in public?"

"oh yeah......i have an idea."

"what?...."

i ended up dressing him up so you could barely see his face: jeans that i made him pull down a bit, a big sweatshirt, a scarf, and a beanie.

"i think this will do!" we laughed. he looked absolutely rediculous! but we went out anyway.

i stuck my head out the door, looked left, then right. nobody in sight. "all clear" i laughed.

"go go go!"

we walked down the street, teddy trying not to look conspicuous and hence looking more so. we finally reached the restaurant, and got a table. he was sweating a ton, so he had to take off the scarf. then he had to take off the beanie. "im burning up!" he said

"ok, but dont blame me if somebody recognizes you! i see some girls in the corner over there"

he looked over and shrugged "we could take em"

we started to walk towards the door near the cash register to pay, when i heard one of the girls i had mentioned early say, hey, that guy looks a lot like teddy geiger, huh?"

Teddy had forgotten to put his cover back on!

"huh?" another looked over. i nudged teddy and he tried to get out his money faster

"oh my god! i think...i think that is teddy geiger!" teddy looked over at them, and they started to get up.

"we better go!"

"ok! just, just, keep the change!" he shouted to the man at the counter and we walked out the door, trying to keep our cool

"teddy! wait for us!" there was a couple more girls walking down the street, "guys! its teddy geiger!" the loud one shouted at them. "wait teddy! teddy, whose that?! they started to jog after us, so we tried to jog a little faster to get away

soon enough there was a mob of like 10 girls they had alerted yelling "teddy! i love you! wait for me! who is that?! is that your girlfriend?!" there were running after us!

"lets go! eek!" i said to him, and we started off towards the bus!

"TEDDY!"

"ahh!!" i yelled! i saw the bus at the end of the block, but the crazy mob of girls was gaining on us!

we picked up the speed, and the bus seemed like it was always just too far away. they were right behind us now, and we were sprinting to the door. but it wouldnt open!

"hurry, teddy!" i told him as i panted from running there

he fiddled with the door for too long! i could see them like 20 feet away

"yes!" the door swung open, and we jumped inside and closed and locked the door

"made it" i said

"told ya we could take them" he said

i could hear the banging on the outside of the bus and the 10 year old girls yelling at us.

we were still standing at the doorway of the bus, and we were squished together front to front from jumping in the bus at the exact same time

he leaned in, very close.

i looked right into his eyes, so deep. his cheek grazed mine, as his lips touched mine, tentatively.

i kissed him back, with the screaming girls in the background.

he put his hand behind my ear, and then the other on my back, and held me close. he was good at this

was this too fast?